may thirty

Baby Sam update:

36 weeks - my belly is measuring 38!

no protein in my urine, bp is stable, not dilated.

so i guess that means he is staying in for at least another week unless he has other plans.

AND we snuck a look at his face FINALLY!

He definitely looks like his big brother!

my c-section is scheduled for 930am on June 22nd,

which is not that far away but it seems so so far away.

I'm so ready for him to get here, but also very anxious for how this will all work.

you know the planner in me has to mentally plan this all out...

and my brain doesn't know how to take care of two kids yet, and it drives me crazy not to be able to know every detail of how it all will work.

we JUST did this all with Eli, but i forget all the little things...

burping? swaddling? mixing formula?

i can't wait to hold him and see his little face!