Friday, June 28, 2013

I don't wanna go to work

We now have a one and a two year old.

i like telling people that. 
It seems HARD.
(they don't need to know that the two year old will be 3 in 2 weeks. )
Yep. a one year old AND a two year old. It's a handful. 
Daddy and wauwau will agree with me most. They are the ones there most days while mommy slaves away in the pharmacy. I wish most days that I was at home and never got to shower and complained about poop in my hair and spit up on my shirt. I like my career and unfortunately we depend on my income. But these one and two year olds will be eighteen and nineteen soon enough .. and I won't be the one that cooked them home cooked meals and kissed their boo boos every day and taught them how to ride a bike. They have a daddy that's like a mommy and daddy wrapped up in one, so they don't miss out. And they have a wauwau that makes gourmet meals out of any random food she can find lying around. She kisses booboos too and plays fun games. The boys are good. 
I chose "career" at some point in my life.  I'm not sure when, before I knew Eli and Sam obviously. Being gone and missing the every day stuff ? I don't like it one bit. 
I need to find a way to be home more. 
Fast.
Before this little face starts growing whiskers 
And this one starts liking girls. 

Because this ...?
can't wait. 
It's life and its flashing before our eyes. 

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